Tuesday, June 23, 2009

Beyond school's life

Living outside is really interesting
i love the freedom
usually when i was at my hometown
not much place can go
my mum also din let me go out so often
my friend also not that type of ppl who like to hang out
so less chance to hang out outside till midnight
sometimes..






But college life is really different from skol
learning way is different
Ppl around u is different
They are all new
At first when u first meet u find that they r good n friendly
Later when times become longer
Thety wil noe that which is good to u, which is not





Here is almost like a working society
U wil see many different kind of ppl
not like in secondary skol
characteristic r not the same
they r more"deep" than ppl in secondary skol
they r complicated ppl
U really dunno wat they think, wat they wil do to u next minute







Many thing happen to me
my belonging disappear
bla... bla... bla...
My friend done somethin to me
which i dun wan to speak out here
Dont trust ppl easily
i hope that i really can change this cos if i din change it
at the end i am the only one who wil get hurt deeply
i really hope that i can protect myself well
Dun let my heart hurt again
It is really painful
i already suffer from this quite sometimes
Really hope that my heart's "firewall" wil be stronger to defend all these


Really........

outside Life

College

In the college say the truth i quite enjoy the study life
but one thing everybody sure dun like de is assignment n test
especially me
other i dunno how they think






Best thing study in college is no uniform
u can wear what u wan
firstly i stil think it is good
but fter that no so
bcos everyday u have to think have to wear wat to skol
not like previous time
everyday the same uniform
no need figure bout it








After few week i was quite friendly wif all classmate
can mixed wif all of them
really so happy






But this happy moment does not last long
i already forgot that i had submit a letter to the office to change my tutorial
class
i did not cancel it earlier
it is too late for me to regret
i really love my class m9
they r so funny
especially guy name sam weng chern
he is really a interesting guy
kinda easy o regconise him cos his hair is "special"
not to say is ugly it is really special
Now just can see him in lecture class
kinda sad





Today i go to my changed tutorial class
not as interesting as my m 9 class
really miss my m9
the ppl there not so interesting
they din always sound out
just be quiet doin their work
just talkin to each other
not makin fun wif teacher
or wif all classmate





Bcos of someone i change my class
that time i really want same class wif her,study wif her
but now she is nobody to me
just i think can be my schoolmate
but she is now my classmate
really really regret i change my thing bcos of her
this is the first time n the last time
i will not change my class easily next time
regarding to someone
no one in m9 change class except me
everybody moved in m9
really think that i m the most STUPID person
i always wil be that person
doin blur thing
study in m9 makes me feel that it is fun study in college



i already get the best but i dunno
when i discover it, it is too late
people always like that
i think....

College Life

Hello!!!

I think not much people like to see my blog
because i did not update it oftenly
i was quite lazy to write blog say the truth
but sometimes just want to write
so just post it


Time flies
i m already in college for almost one month
said the truth
is quite enjoy the life here
bcos u noe
mum is not around
u can go where u like
haha......








i am that kind of person
who like to hang out, shopping,watching movie
go here go there
cannot just sit at home do my work
if i not mistaken i think
last last week the whole week every night i did not stay at home
today go out eat then go pasar malam
another night go gsc watch movie








Last week also go out quite often
when talk bout last week make me feel scary
my friend want watch horror movie but i and another girl dun wan
then he try to tell us that actually that is not horror
it is a funny movie
well at the end we also agree to watch that movie







after the movie start
we know that he try to lie us to watch the movie
"Drag Me To Hell"
cos is really scary
that movie talk bout evil thing
really scary to me
especially the sound effect
gosh
next time cannot be too naive to think that that kind of movie is funny









After movie we go pub to have some drink there
i tried the cocktail there
is quite nice cos i first time try it
usually ijust have some wine if at home
my friend call classic wisky
it is not that nice as we see in the drama or movie
the taste is quite weird






Ofcourse people always go out
money also wil follow u out
haha...
Dont u think so?

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话

地址写的是心底

你能不能收到它

天有点冷 风有点大

城市宁静而喧哗

这一个冬天我得一个人走回家

问自己习惯了吗


没有你每到夜里回声变得好大

有没有什么好方法

让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发




有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达

旧情人给的问候

比陌生人还尴尬

昨天远了 明天还长

回忆模糊但巨大

这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

问自己习惯了吗






没有你每到夜里回声变得好大

有没有什么好方法

让寂寞更听话

你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发







你最近还好吗

是不是也在思念里挣扎

你说会记得我 还记得吗

你最近还好吗

忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗

如果真不得已忘了我

快向快乐出发