Beyond school's life

Living outside is really interesting
i love the freedom
usually when i was at my hometown
not much place can go
my mum also din let me go out so often
my friend also not that type of ppl who like to hang out
so less chance to hang out outside till midnight
sometimes..






But college life is really different from skol
learning way is different
Ppl around u is different
They are all new
At first when u first meet u find that they r good n friendly
Later when times become longer
Thety wil noe that which is good to u, which is not





Here is almost like a working society
U wil see many different kind of ppl
not like in secondary skol
characteristic r not the same
they r more"deep" than ppl in secondary skol
they r complicated ppl
U really dunno wat they think, wat they wil do to u next minute







Many thing happen to me
my belonging disappear
bla... bla... bla...
My friend done somethin to me
which i dun wan to speak out here
Dont trust ppl easily
i hope that i really can change this cos if i din change it
at the end i am the only one who wil get hurt deeply
i really hope that i can protect myself well
Dun let my heart hurt again
It is really painful
i already suffer from this quite sometimes
Really hope that my heart's "firewall" wil be stronger to defend all these


Really........